Baby is the size of: a cucumber
Total weight gain: gain of .2 { 137 to 137.2 } - total gain 27.2
Total weight gain: gain of .2 { 137 to 137.2 } - total gain 27.2
Stretch marks? nope
Sleep: still not wonderful since i still have this cold lingering
Best moment this week: doing fun stuff with liv...we took her to see her first movie - inside out! and she did great considering she didn't feel good. we took her to see minion mania at the mcd restaurant by my office, took her to a couple parks and played outside some. i think she had a fun time with us... bru was off too which was wonderful luck!
Anything making you queasy or sick: nah
Labor Signs: contracting here and there still, some days are worse than others
Symptoms: heartburn! weird crotch pain. weird sensation like i have something dripping down my leg. exhaustion. hard to breath and catch my breath. legs get super tired after a little walking or a few stairs! feets hurt from this extra 30lbs!!! line is showing up...
Symptoms: heartburn! weird crotch pain. weird sensation like i have something dripping down my leg. exhaustion. hard to breath and catch my breath. legs get super tired after a little walking or a few stairs! feets hurt from this extra 30lbs!!! line is showing up...
Belly Button in or out? flat
Wedding rings on or off? on for now
Feelings: having anxiety about how bringing this new little love into our lives is going to affect my first little love. it's just so hard to wrap my head around how we've already been thru this with liv... and we're going to go thru it again and how i want to be the same because it was magically wonderful, but i also don't want to replace liv. its really hard to put into words how im feeling but im worrying if this will change my perfect little sweetie into a jealous or insecure person. liv is such a special, empathetic, loving person that i deep down think this will only make her into a better person, but there's still that hint of worry i have because i don't want anything to change. and i know change is just inevitable at this point, but i just pray it's all for the good. im worry about our stability as a family and adjusting to adding more responsibility, more division of time, yadda yadda. i just feel like, i don't want to take anything away from liv and don't want to share myself, but that's terrible too because this little baby girl is just as deserving of all my love as liv was and is... but if i have to love elle too, will there still be the same amount for liv? gosh im a mental mess right now!
Wedding rings on or off? on for now
Feelings: having anxiety about how bringing this new little love into our lives is going to affect my first little love. it's just so hard to wrap my head around how we've already been thru this with liv... and we're going to go thru it again and how i want to be the same because it was magically wonderful, but i also don't want to replace liv. its really hard to put into words how im feeling but im worrying if this will change my perfect little sweetie into a jealous or insecure person. liv is such a special, empathetic, loving person that i deep down think this will only make her into a better person, but there's still that hint of worry i have because i don't want anything to change. and i know change is just inevitable at this point, but i just pray it's all for the good. im worry about our stability as a family and adjusting to adding more responsibility, more division of time, yadda yadda. i just feel like, i don't want to take anything away from liv and don't want to share myself, but that's terrible too because this little baby girl is just as deserving of all my love as liv was and is... but if i have to love elle too, will there still be the same amount for liv? gosh im a mental mess right now!
Looking forward to: feeling 100%, well 100% for being big and pregnant. but still have this little bit of cold lingering... might just be this crazy ass weather fluctuating. i dunno, i just want to feel better, feel more like myself and get shit done so i can stop stressing about it as we approach her birth. i also want to sleep again! fingers crossed elle will allow that! :)
I had my 30 week appt a day early...
140.8lbs (where i was at 36 weeks with liv!!!! holy crap!)
HR was 140's and increasing i guess... she was she was VERY active - she could see her jumping around in there and hear her kicking the monitor! she's been a crazy lady lately!
BEST NEWS - - - - SHE ISN'T BREECH ANYMORE!!! :)))
I had my 30 week appt a day early...
140.8lbs (where i was at 36 weeks with liv!!!! holy crap!)
HR was 140's and increasing i guess... she was she was VERY active - she could see her jumping around in there and hear her kicking the monitor! she's been a crazy lady lately!
BEST NEWS - - - - SHE ISN'T BREECH ANYMORE!!! :)))
Inside out! her first movie on the 'big tv' with joe joe... she LOVED the popcorn!
Minion Mania! she didnt really like him.
Elle's room is painted! wahoo!!! now let the fun begin!
westmont taste visiting daddy!
My new fave pic of these two <3
their first carnival ride... it was a big week for firsts!
crazy pizza monsters!
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